The Future

Do you ever think about the future? I mean everyone does, don’t they? Some of us think about tomorrow, what we need to do or next week or even a few months down the line, especially if we have something that we are really looking forward to.

I think I probably speak for most parents with children on the spectrum when I ask, Do you ever worry about the future? As many people get older they think and plan as best they can for things to come and they may even make funeral plans or financial plans. That’s probably pretty normal for the average person to do.

When you have a child on the spectrum, I think you worry about a future that does not include you. You may worry about who will look after your child when you are no longer here. You may get upset about this, grieve this or even wonder if your child will be okay and what their life may look like when you are no longer around. These thoughts can be all-consuming and even destructive, if we let them.

We have done some planning as a family. We have a will in place and many of the financial aspects. We have guardians who will take over our affairs and look after our children if we are no longer here. But where does the worrying stop? What if something happens to these people? What if my child ends up in a place where they are not treated well?

Another set of questions may be, will my child be able to live on their own and hold down a job? Will anyone care? My child doesn’t understand money, who will help them?

Will my child be happy?

Believe me I have pondered these and many, many more questions over the years. This is a tough one and I think that it looks so different for everyone. We all come from different sizes of families. We all have people we are close to. Our children all have unique, individual needs. I read comments in autism groups on Facebook all the time where people are stating how much they worry about their child’s future.

For me, we tried to plan the best we possibly could. We have a will, we have family members who are willing to step in and take over and we have close friends as well as our church family. We just have to do our absolute best to have the things that are important in place. That’s all any of us can do especially since we can’t predict the future.

My husband and I try our best to promote independence in both of our children and we keep preparing them the best we can every day.

Isn’t that all any of us can really do?

I would love to hear your thoughts on this subject………

Until next time……… take care!

Biomedical – an ongoing journey

So if you have been reading my blogs for awhile, you will know that we have done a tremendous amount of work on the biomedical side. As I have stated before, my belief is that autism is not a psychological disorder as mostly perceived by the world. There are many facets to the physical component and these must not be ignored. If you feel better, you can learn more. If you have pain or allergies or other things that inhibit you from going about your day, it’s no wonder that many people on the spectrum have what is just perceived as a behavioral issue.

I am not here to tell anyone that they are doing something wrong, that is not my purpose. I can only share what I have learned along our journey and hope that it opens up doors of communication that people may want to consider having with their health care professional.

I can tell you with absolute certainty that biomedical treatments have changed our lives for the better. I am so grateful to our functional medicine doctor for his continued insight and guidance along the way as well as dealing with me and my many questions and concerns.

Right now, we are in a pretty good place of maintenance. However, our son cycles through constant candida (yeast) flare ups. We don’t know why this happens, but it seems like environmental and at certain times of the year this worsens. Right now he is on an intensive protocol of getting rid of this through some antibiotic and some other supplements. He has had a lot of stomach pain and cramps as well as irritability the last 2 weeks from taking these medications. It’s sometimes frustrating and hard to watch him manage his symptoms, but knowing that in the end he will feel better is the consolation.

We have seen so many life-changing gains along the way that even though right now is a bit of a rough patch, we will power through and continue on.

I am grateful for our doctor as well as for all of the support from our family on continuing our journey to wellness!


photo of couple talking while holding laptop and ipad

Communication is a tough word, especially if you are on the autism spectrum. Depending on the struggle, a person may have trouble with verbal communication, stating what they want in words or they may have trouble explaining what they mean to someone.

Communication is also tricky for parents of kids/teens on the spectrum. I have found that I have to make endless explanations to people about my children, from defending them to explaining something to someone who just doesn’t get it.

I have also had challenges just communicating with my children individually. This can be anything from understanding actually what they truly need from me, to understanding their feelings, to just talking about simple things in general.

I also have to constantly communicate with teachers or other indiviuduals in their lives.

With teachers, it’s complicated. In high school, there are 4 different teachers each semester as well as for our son, sometimes 4 different educational assistants. It’s a lot to keep track of and to make sure that everyone is informed and that we are all working together as a collaborative team to make sure that our son achieves his educational goals. This is much easier said then done, especially when dealing with multiple personalities.

Sometimes educators do not know your child so how do you handle this? It’s tricky for me for sure. I try to stick to the facts but I also want to make sure that they understand his needs and where he is heading in the future.

Our daughter is in first year university, so communicating as a parent is pretty much obsolete. The only thing that I can do in this instance, is to make sure that she gets connected with the right people and encourage her to communicate and advocate for herself. This is a lot harder to stand back and watch, I must admit.

Whatever may be your communication style or barrier, I think that it is important to be as open and honest as possible without offending anyone.

What is your style of communication?


man and woman on a turnstile

Don’t you feel that you are always rushing around!! Well, I sure do!

I feel like there are not enough hours in the day to get everything done. We are always focusing on the next thing that needs to be done or the next place that we have to go or the next thing we need to buy.

It’s crazy sometimes! Do you feel it? I know when I am crazy-busy, it affects both of our children and this is not always positive.

This morning Jake was taking sooooo long to get ready for school. He had ample time to get ready, eat breakfast and take his pills. But at the last minute he is trying to get all of his pills down, his breakfast is still on the table and now we are going to be late. Ugh

Anyway, I’m making comments, sighing, getting frustrated with him and then I look over at him and realize that his day is not starting off well with all of my comments to him.

We rush to the car, I am still steaming mad – I have Jake’s breakfast and his pills in my hand and off we go to school. By the time we got to school, I had calmed down and so did he as well as managing to eat his breakfast in the car.

That is just one example of of how rushing can just make or break a day.

At this time of year, it is hard not to rush around, but it is important to realize that our actions affect those around us so we need to be aware at what we are saying and how we are acting.

Teens or kids with autism, in my experience, are sometimes on their own time clock and they don’t necessarily conform with the norms so sometimes things don’t go as we expect. For parents of these people, we have to try to be calm, which in cases like this is hard to do!

Until next time……….


food healthy wood dawn

So, I want you to stay tuned for the new addition to my website!

Yes, it is recipes!!

I have shared some of my struggles and triumphs with diet over the course of the past few years. I have experimented with many different foods and made modifications to existing recipes in order to help our son achieve an optimal level of health.

It has been very challenging with changes in diet that I have had to not only investigate but figure out how to do to keep up with the ongoing modifications to my son’s diet.

Food is very important and can be extremely healing to your body. Since your gut is your second brain, it is important to make it healthy and keep it healthy.

I have poured over many recipes as well as done many experiments with food in order to be able to continue to help my son.

Over the next little while, I am going to be sharing some of my favorites with you and I hope you will be able to try some of these and to make your own modifications to them to suit your taste.

So stay tuned!!!!! They are coming!!!!!